Musings

Escape, escape, escape is all I can think

I look away and blink

And it's all gone, every feeling, all happiness

Now I am boring

Now I am fun

What have I become

A chameleon shifting in the shadows

Not fooling anyone with their painful blows

I want you to like me

But my smile fades

It fades to darkness, as I stare at your soul

You're beautiful but am I

Do you see what I see

Can't you see through me

I can't understand

I don't want to leave

And you never do